...The memorable part of my life...

to zebras & friends

2007-09-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

For the coming month, I will not have any off days and there will be a lots of OT I think. Because by now we just have 10 staffs (this including Alan LOL). So I think I will have no time to go back Jb, to meet my zebras and my friends. Haizz.. too bad =(

To my zebras,
Elaine tham you said we going to meet at least once per week. So try our best la ok? Or else I will lose to Qq again L I scare I will cry like he do LOL and big percentage I will go back KL on early of next year for the first intake.

Tcc, plan for next meet, Hong Kong foods. LOL The voucher valid until end of October I think. LOL I will tell u if I can do morning shift on any day. But for the first two weeks, I think I must be all full shift.. haizz!! Never mind la can earn more to shop. haha

To Cecilia,
So sorry that night never go out with you. Actually very depressed la when think of after this I gotta be alone at parkway. Miss BB so muchiess!!!
But then, after this our next meet is going to try the Hong Kong foods at vivo city LOL so you girls plan again ok? Discuss with tcc. She is exciting when come to foods LOL My dear, this world still have bad people de ok? Try to differentiate as well.

-moody sunday...

2007-09-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was my first day at dome parkway. Actually all of us need to gather there on 12pm, this cause me need to wake up at 8am to get prepare. Very kua chang right? Even those stay at jb also just need 2 hours to reach there. Haha but well, you know, girl need more time to bath, make up, wearing my contact lenses bla bla. LOL

Actually the new outlet is still under renovation, so that day we just go there and wait for supplier to send all the things and to keep all that. That’s all our duty on that day. Very senang right? LOL

Because the contractor cannot hand the outlet to us on time, so end up we have 2 days off on Saturday and Sunday. Wow!! Exciting! So after work on that day, I went back to Jb. LOL

The day before, I met Elaine at woodlands. Hmm.. So sad… It is because after this we have not much time to meet up, to hang out. I will be very miss u lao gong!! Muakss muakkss!! Touch~ or want to *puke*? LOL

And not to forget to thanks all who sms me on my first day at parkway, thanks to cheers me up and comfort me as well. Sheh li, Aunty Shirley, Aunty Annie, Dave cai, Cecilia, tcc, Elaine hubby… thanks you very much!! I do appreciate it a lots! I know I going to miss you all after this.. I promise I will try my best before say no at parkway..

It is not easy to handle all alone, without Aunty Annie, how my kitchen gonna be?
God bless~

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**Happy birthday to my dear CinLi... 21 years old 'virgin' LOL miss ya so muchiess!!when we gonna meet again?no matter how, you must take care of yourself first, i am sure he can pass all this.. i will pray for you :)**
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-story end up-

2007-09-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

Ok well, today I want to make a conclusion for the story in this blog. The story should end up here, and I should wake up from my dream. Before that, again I need to thank God, to tough up my heart, for me to pass all this, to continue my writing here.

The latest drama I watch was Japanese drama “1 liter tears”. I really get touched with the girl, her strong mindset of “want to live” till the last moment before her life end, she is brave to face the sickness and to fight it. Never give up was the attitude she has. It is not easy for 1 person to pass this. This is tough!

I am normal human being. I am glad; I can bear in healthy in both mental and physical. So I think I should spend my energy and ability to those can help others and more useful things. It is not correct for me to stay on like this.

Once upon a time (ahem,sound like bed time story is it?LOL) , a guy he really touch my heart. He is charming, sun-shine type, chubby and cute. I guess he might be kind and friendly too. Actually from the day I get know him I already know I should not like this guy. Like other people do, we are just very normal friend and get know for not so long time. Some more he is still on with his gf (never end I guess), how come I can like him right? As I always said I am normal human being, I can’t control my feelings sometimes, I also don’t know why I get attract by this guy. I like him and I ever dream of be with him. (This is stupid I know) so after bla bla bla and bla bla bla . Actually I think his relationship with his girl is always good, maybe just sometimes they “sa fa cheong” only la..who know right? Anyway currently I found something, for over all is not anyone’s fault, is my own fault. So story should end up here. I do wish them keep on their relationship, and he can stay happily after that..

I remember he ever asked me, while am so moody, everything I go just follows my heart, is it I will stop loving him when I change my mood? I have no comment on this, just want to tell him that, u don’t understand me, and maybe u don’t know what is love mean..oppsss!!!

So, to Mr. Lee (so ngam also Lee LOL), good luck to u.. hope u can graduate next year and step on the next stage on your life!!

Friend for life,
-- adelynn--
...keep the feelings deep inside my heart, locked it up...

...it's time to work again..

2007-09-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hi I am here again..
1 week holiday end soon..
Tomorrow will start go back to work again.. huh! I am still in holiday mood actually.. arhhhggg!! Don’t feel like to go back Singapore.. *double sigh*

Someone told me that am going to transfer to new outlet at Park Way on 1st of October.
Regarding this, I really to need to thank my manager- Billy to promote me and my operation manager Mr. Alan give me these golden opportunities to step on the next step on my career path.

By then, I still think of, there is still many things for me to learn at BB. I still need a lot of improvement before I accept this. When Billy talk to me, he ever told me that this is depends on me whether want to accept this offer. After check up, I found that there is no Mrt to go over there, and also no buses from my house. So if I take cab to work, the salary increment is just enough to cover my transportation fees, so is not much different what? So I do said NO to Billy and he promised will talk to Alan according to this.

On the other hand, got one “kau si kuan” keep ask me accept the offer, keep on explain
this and that to me. I am so thankful for his kindness to me. Thankeewww!! Kam siahh!!
But am sure “kao si kuan” will be the most happiest if I left BB. Haha we wait and see.

Anyway, there is another target and dream in front.. Tomorrow will be a brand new day!

-Ari ga to-
…peanut…

to my zebrass!

2007-09-22T02:40:00.000+08:00

Dear zebrass,
I’m kl now. I know u girls must be missing me a lot right? LOL
I miss my zebras too!! LOL
It’s have been long long time I never online.. although I have few days leave, but I seem have no enough time to shop, to eat, to meet my friends. I just reach kl few hours ago.. tomorrow I will go to Muar, then only go back JB. haha (1 place that sister-brother with our favo Segamat LOL) I have no time to shop at kl, so by now I still didn’t buy anything for you two.. sponge bob? I prefer boo boo LOL

To Tcc:
O level near la..u better study abit.. Although u might hate it, but if u want to get in NAFA, at least u pass all.. add oil!! And I bought the 1 liter tear’s novel.. LOL show u when I back to Sg.

To my dear lao gong- Elaine Tham:
I lose QQ already.. 1 week ++ LOL
Dear tell u something, I saw something “keng” online.. LOL felt hurted actually.. im‘s nutritionist’s place right now.. Nutritionist asked me why suddenly “bian lian” when online half way.. LOL I don’t know how to tell actually.. In fact is cannot tell ba.. LOL because this is about the PLXX. Sometimes feel so sorry. Not forget to hao lian to you, I get a new watch LOL
So start from now, no more no more.. story end up!! LOL

Miss ya all!! Muakss muakkss!!

祝我生日快乐~

2007-08-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

生日。。
过了午夜十二点，
我所作的第一件事竟然是听“奇异恩典-amazing grace”。。
不知道为什么觉得很感动，
很庆幸自己还在这里。。
我，
竟然哭了。。
向上帝祷告，
感谢祂所恩赐的于我的一切一切。。

我可能不逼别人拥有得多，
但我知道我应该知足，应该感恩。。
尝试去拥抱我专属的快乐～

我，
也有所拥有的。。。

～感谢所有来电，简讯，为我祝福的朋友。。谢谢你们！
～Jk,thanks for the birthday song on phone..thanks you very much!!appreciated it alots..

我，
得到想得到的祝福了吗？
可能我不应该逞强，
不应该强求。。
该属于我的，
总有一天会属于我！

生日快乐，peanut~

peanut_delee
12:50am
26八月2007

你快乐，所以我快乐～

2007-08-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

我知道，
我对你还有那不知所谓的感觉。。
我不敢说爱，
因为我知道，
我根本没资格说爱。。
模糊的感觉，
就留它在此，
赶不走，
吹不掉。。
都说了，
还有个人在这为你守候着。。：）
一直默默的守候着。。
因为我知道，
你快乐，所以我也很快乐～

--

2007-08-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

距离最后一次的posting,应该很久了吧？
自从搬了家，没有了网线，想要上网，简直比登天还难。。
这之中也发生了很多事。。
最难过，最遗憾的是，
亲爱的婆婆离开了。。
我不断的祷告，改变不了什么，
我不停的催眠，也挽不回事实。。
续爸爸离开不到一年，
婆婆也永别了我们，
看见公公孤单的背影，
为婆婆离去而流下男儿泪，
携手40几载的老伴走了，
他心里的伤痛有谁能懂？
我说不出任何安慰的话语，
伸不出平复他心灵的援手，
只能默默守候，
静静祈祷，
希望接下来的日子，
公公可以过得更好！

公公，加油！

我深深明白，
婆婆离开是铁一般改变不了的事实，
希望大家可以坚强面对，
也希望婆婆安息吧！

一起走过的日子，你对我的疼惜，回忆，永远还在。。。

我,不是我~

2007-07-31T02:45:00.000+08:00

发觉,我越来越不明白我自己..
怎么办?这种感觉很可怕=((
慌,茫然,无助~~
我不想这样,
也不想继续在梦里悠悠荡荡..
常提醒自己,
梦归梦,
现实中,
我可并不是这样,
怎么办才可以让自己完完全全醒悟?
是该梦醒了~

好讨厌现在的我=(

我,不是我,
我正努力找回原来的我,
我搅尽脑子做回我自己...

i am back!!

2007-07-31T02:18:00.000+08:00

Hi I am back!!=))
I know tcc n Elaine tham miss me alotz.. LOL

I was go back to hometown for passed few days.. Because popo’s situation not so good, and gugu them want me to go back visit her as well..
Really sad when saw her suffering like that.. but what can I do? This is the question I keep repeating asking myself..

I don’t know. I just hope God allow her to accompany me for few more years.. hope she can recover from her sickness.. hope to listen to her again, talk to me, call my name… I don’t wish to see her like this, even can’t eat, just can drink, from the pipe from her nose =(( why?
Today, I called mami.. mami said her situation even more worst now.. when that day I went home, I called her “popo, open your eyes and see me..” she still able to open her eyes and cried out when listen to my voice.. Today she already can’t open her eyes, just like keep sleeping there all the time ~~>_<~~
Hope everything will be fine,hope tomorrow will be a brand new day…
Keep praying to God…
Thanks for all of your concern..
I will be ok…

I remember, she bathed me, comb my hair, dress me up since I was born.. How I gonna let her to leave me before I achieve something and can do something for her?

down down~ ):

2007-07-22T03:46:00.000+08:00

tonight,something happen so sudden,and it spoiled my mood..ARRgghhh!! lazy to mention about it...when only i can totally left all behind? *sigh sigh*

counting evey second,every minute..this coming september i can go home and go back KL ler..yeah yeah!!hope the bugger approve my leave!!please don't give me your own "reasonable and acceptable and logic" reason ler..or else i can go back by end of this month..now still need to wait wait wait..huh!!

~next month,gonna celebrate my 21 birthday here..lonely ): thought 21 would be a memorable 1..but who's know?who willing to come over and celebrate with me?~

::tonight Yui remind me again,he is attached..::
oppss!!mind your heart,Peanut...don't really become nuts..

as Ivan always said,i am hard shell peanut a.k.a iron lady..tsk tsk tsk!!i am sure i can pass all this..this is just my 过渡期...

--next week only 2 days work closing..huhu!!but im not going out with anyone..because i wanna go help ah boy at Dempsey..kekeke i need to work hard for $$,i wanna tired myself,my mind..don't want to have extra time to think,to ): ... hold my tears hold my tears... --

^and yong xiang a.k.a david lau going to NS on this friday..plan to have farewell with him on this monday,but seem like no one wana go..oppss!!actually cec and Yui is ok le,but..i don't want to become organiser,so someone please contact yx to decide time and place to meet up..he told me he is ok to meet us on monday,tuesday and wednesday..thanks thanks!^

! !keep the love deep inside my heart,frozen it,dare not to take it out again...scared of hurt...! !

The LEE on vege~yum yum!

2007-07-20T03:41:00.000+08:00

THE LEE made with choco sauce + strawberry sauce..at last it all go inside my stomach..LOL the LEE inside my stomach?aiks..LOL

focus on THE LEE..akekeke i wonder i very bo liao LOL

DeLee on baby potato w mini garden salad LOL

i think it must be very nice to see,nice to eat.. LOL

want me to make you 1,later? LOL

haha show you my artistic's work during my bored time..but shhhh..don't let those irritating people see it..or else they will think that im too free and crazy play all this inside kitchen... LOL

***don't why when i try to upload those photos,the latest 1 all will be at the top there,then my writting before upload all at below..why woorrrrr?***

~~messy messy it's too messy....

2007-07-20T03:33:00.000+08:00

Messy messy it’s too messy..
It’s been long long time since my last blog..
Huhu!! it’s all about lazy and quite “busy” recently..
Feeling is complicated.. There is a lot of things to blog of.. I just don’t know how to arrange it into words and type it out one by one..

I already get a new room around Chong Pang there.. it is more far away from Yishun Mrt.. But no idea la..this is what I can get..and the rental increase 70% from my currently rental I paid… X( sigh sigh sigh!! What to do? Unless I can come and return to JB everyday and night.. But this is impossible la..
So I must do much more OT as possible.. Or else every month after pay rental and send to mami I will pokai,no money to spend!!

Yesterday night I go help ah boy at Dempsey..hehe aunty annie’s son send me there..haha so good not need to take bus.. =p lack of money so must get more OT! Hehe it’s great to met shi hui and skye there..long long time never see them since they left dome bb. Dempsey hill what a happening place.. there got a alfresco bar & restaurant that I ever wanna go interview before.. That day I can see the bar is damn nice to have fun! So, next time we go together la! Haha their business hour until 2am on weekend.. Great right? =p

The day before, ZEBRAS work together at night!! Hahaha but so sad we have no time to talk much and have fun together, because under supervise of our great asst. manager, 3 of us also very concentrate and serious during working hour lol cool bi le ba?
WE ARE GOOD WORKER! YEAH YEAH!! =p we some more go back late on that night because of waiting for our manager to close account.. opps!!i know "new people,new style"but pls try not to blame us or fa xie your anger on us when u pek chek..opps!! I think you should thanks us for waiting for you and not leave you alone, so without thanks you and sorry, you some more shouted at me and tcc when prepare to go home.. huhu! And at last u some more found out was your fault forgot to key something on your account, not anyone give wrong change to customers.. so I REALLY REALLY hope next time you can make sure you found our mistake, really was us made somethings wrong only shout at us or show us your anger! Thankeeww very much for your consideration and cooperation! Oppsss! I talk too much.. and there is always a spy to steal all our private and hide and read our blog there.. =X =X

Finally yet importantly, I wanna leave some messages to somebody,
Hey you, please do not simply call me whatever you like! I never been so close to you and for me this is unrespectable and very irritating!! Some more I very dislike you, when I heard you call me that way! You will only make me sicker of you, hate you! I try my very best to accept you, but so sad, I found out that I cannot make it! You are disgusting!!! You are too emo and moody!!! You never care of how we feel!! We are human being, we don’t feel good too if you keep do that to us!! This is not about any things; this is all about your weird attitude! Moreover, please be much more gentleman and polite when talking, don’t always talked bad about other, we will only felt that you jealous on somebody when you said all that! Please wake up !! WAKE UP laaaa!!!! How you treat people, there will be how they treat you back

I know me myself also not a prefect person, no good also.. but at least i think im better than you, I have not much enemy, I still have lots of friends and colleague that love me and like me!

anyone please don't make BB so messy...i miss BB in the past... please cooperate to keep BB as the old one.. haizz!! *double sigh*

-无题-

2007-07-17T02:13:00.000+08:00

每次看了023及kaili的部落,我对"journalism"这东东的"强烈感觉又来了..
回想以前在南洋的时候,真的很感激主任给我机会去尝试..虽然出外采访的机会不多,但现在想起,真的很回味,也很满足..短短的1年时间,我的确在南洋过了1段很"另类",很充实的生活,也才真正清楚地知道自己喜欢的,是什么..
好久好久没写,文笔大不如前,看看别人的文章,羡慕羡慕,还是羡慕..
怎样?该像jk对我说的,回去kl读书吗?还是再尝试申请去美国短期留学的交换计划?
工作,真的有点累了..
我,可以吗?

opps!!!pictures!

2007-07-14T02:51:00.000+08:00

half-face cec,stupid lynn +short hair vian at K-ster.

my fav sunflower!!!anyone wanna give me? =")

yui bapo hantu..but look like duck..ahaha infront of rendezvous hotel..

oppss!!!lesbo yui n lynn in the rain..the umbrella so geli!!

plaza sin's floor..akekeke

someone assume im the tomato diefucai,act short to practise it..keke

tcc act like cinderella in ball dance..akekek

opps!!the shorty..

wtf!!tcc trying to say "hei bai chuuuuu" -act cute-

oppss!!act like idiot..

omg!so ngam wear the same vest with tcc...

ermm..nothing to do..so try to post some old pic that taken by friends..
this few days felt so so lazy!!so so sleepy!!no mood to blog,to do anythings...arhhh!!!sicked of it!!

~arghh!!~

2007-07-08T02:58:00.001+08:00

Room room room!! I am still haven’t get a new room to move in. but I really need to move out from yishun by end of July.. haizz!! Who can help me get a room? Actually, I understand those friends who stay with family here. So don’t worry.. Don’t ever feel sorry. I know you guys try to help me as well. I swear after this incident, I will not simply feel sympathy on peoples. No matter you are Malaysian or what. See what NOW? At first I sympathy on you, let you move in to share room with me, now you try to kick me out! Bugger!! It’s ok! Think positive, I can learn something from this. Ini pengajaran yang bagus!
Still feel worry because have not get a room yet, and two more weeks to go, I need to move out from here. So bad!
Today I do closing with Billy and Eric. Go home with Eric today. Talk quite a lot with him. Wonder that everyone have their own history in the past. As Eric told me, do not think of it anymore; think about my job right now. This might be the most important for me by now. Try to let it be nature. Maybe this is true.. maybe my friends is true, who that care for me so much and still have not give me up, I never appreciate, some more keep on put affords and hope on the one that will never be possible for me to be with. Stupid! I promised to Elaine, I would not mention and talk about him anymore. I try not to think, to mention or dream of anything between you and me. Dear L, what do you think actually? Counting every minute, hope can go home again on September. Miss popo.. this time, I wana hug u tight.. po,please be tough!! im here for you all the time.. I love ya!

-Annoucement-

2007-07-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

Looking for a small room or share room
-near mrt or got buses reach bras basah rd/victoria st/city hall/dhoby ghaut

-hv normal faci (fan,bed,cupboard etc)

-budget about $250 (included water+electricity is better)

-it's ok w or w/t owner

-the most important is can accept my working hour(weekend normally will work until 11pm,reach home about 12++)

-urgent!move in by end of july or earlier of august)
thanks you!!

-today-

2007-07-07T04:09:00.000+08:00

today,as well as usual..work closing v billy n sk..n for sure if me&sk work together sure lotz of laugh n joke..hehe n work v billy sure got chance to listen to him to yellow'ing around..today chuchin oso there..hehe then non-stop teasing n hv fun v "husband" topic..wakaka wonder v r so stupid la..
work v chef tonite...huhu!!stressed!!then sum1 keep said "papa roti"..akeke dis words is from cec the bah bah black sheep..not feel good work with the chef..wonder he oso malaysian..when he noe dat im going to get new place to move,he keep suggest me that better to get a bf here,then get PR,so dat not nit to worry abt place to stay..huhu he summore said "dome got so many..choose 1 la.." nb crazy arh?better than the billy keep kai siao me those n this..which hvt marry la..wat shit la..pls la..dun too free talk so much crap..the 1 i want so far from me..aiyo..dun1 2 thk..shit!
today end v laugh laugh laugh..cos reli beh tahan v billy's joke..so yellow man!nb!then all of us buy toto today..jackpot $5.8 million sin dollar..huhu but i dun kena..or else can fly to toyko v sk tmr..ahahahah ntg much..elaine n tcc keep said dat my english is funny..yala!i nv use english la..mine 1 is LYNNLISH..hehe summore dunno where i hide my fake ms words on my laptop..i cannot check grammar n vocab b4 post..tsk tsk tsk!!not care la..dis is me,my style so wat?

别了,怪感觉...

2007-07-07T02:14:00.000+08:00

总爱听着你部落的歌,
总爱每晚在那无名的等待,
总爱对你这样,那样..
我自己也越来越不明白我自己..
常提醒自己别再陷入那枯井,
因为我知道没有露水的滋润,
我会活活的渴死..
怎么固执的脑袋从来不受我控制?
好像快乐..很单纯的快乐..
再一次告诉自己,
我该醒了...
该放手了...

如果那从来不会属于你的,
你再坚决也不会属于你1...
把自己紧逼着...
好累好累..
我真的累了..

我不想再逃避..
我接受,
我不会继续奢望..

Llee,
祝福你..
永乐~

*ade-ying*
07/07/07
2:28am
grey grey grey~

"mr. somebody"..

2007-07-06T04:38:00.001+08:00

until tonite,i oni dare to read bec those msges from u to me..dunno y!b4 dis,i ever thk of wana read it bec,by then jz dare not to touch it..dun1 2let the complicated feeling to harm me again..u said im kind,rather to send the 20 cent sms oso dun1 2 chat free v u on msn..harh!!jz can say dat u never understand..hw exited i m when c those nice scene at top of vivo..hw wish u r there dat time..hw wish can bring u there nex time..i dunno whether there is still got "next time" for me onot..no matter how,willing to spend 20 cents jz 1 u 2 noe,im here,thinking of u..wherever i go,i oso hope u b there to share..huhu!i wonder im just stupid~

i over sleep tonite,when im on9,i dun c u..i guess u muz b very tired..u ever said u r tired v ur job..reli hope u get enuf rest for dat..
after the day,the day v talked,i said out all those to u,i keep on hang out v my frens..almost everyday i go shop,i go eat..huhu!wana make myself very very bz...cos dun1 to come bec here to c nonsense ppl,n dun1 let me 2 hv extra time to thk "extra" thgs abt us..i noe there is never b extra abt us..so jz dun1 2 thk abt it...dun1 dun1..reli dun1...keep thk of wana get anythg dat can replace u..

i dunno whether u r hide there n read my blog,but i hope u will read it..dun thk dat is complicated,try to make thg simple...wait til the day u dare to tag me here..

arghhh!dun1 2thk..rather go to talk to God then sleep...good nite!

~listen to the song sent by cec long time ago..nice..mayb all of us can jam n band together later?...dun let down down mood harm me..im strong..~

take care,busukist!

-peanut_deLee-
5:18am hatest yishun735

shop til i drop...

2007-07-06T04:17:00.000+08:00

ytd went to vivo v wanting n her sister..today i went bugis again v cecilia n wanting..ahehe so paiseh let them sit n wait me finish work...today i bought alot..reli shop til i drop!!i thk after dis kenot go out d..bcos ,altho everytime go out,i oso not necessary to buy to shop but the 1 i do it when everytime out going is "E-A-T"argghhh!!fed up!!i kenot eat ler..feel sad after eat..die die die!!altho is jz a small bowl of noodle or wateva...die!!like cec,wt n elaine,no matter hw much they eat.they oso slim slim wun fat 1..i eat abit oni then i will fat die me..nb!!!angry angry!!x( X(

today i bought cheap stuffs from bugis street..aheheehe 3 of us bought the same skinny jean cost oni $28 per jean..hahaha again i bought black color skinny..huhu!!then i try to looking for the shop chuchin bought her vest but failed..me n cec bought vest from a diff shop..so suprise is cheaper!!!hehe the vest cum v a white shirt oni cost us $15..huhu!!cheap ler..i oso bought a belt v wanting 1,jz diff color..oni cost me $5..hehe but oni a small belt..dun try to change the rate to RM,it is cheap when u spent in sin dollar.. =p
im so grey in dis few weeks,n i like to buy shirt or wateva thgs oso in grey..wanting keep scolding me said dat "dun buy grey d i tell u.." "no more grey pls.." "dun tell me grey..dun bring me grey.." "dun shop grey d.." "dun shop d!!" akekeke funny huh?

argghhh!!i just like grey...my life is so grey ... *sound pity...aheeemmm*

today v having dinner at food junction at bugis junction..food there suxx!! x( cec said wana bring me go icon..at last v dun go..hv no enuf time to shop..haizz!!
arrghhh!!i nit more time n unlimited $$$ inside my pocket..so i can shop shop shop til i die..akekeke rela mati untuk shopping,ini la perempuan..wakakaka!!

dear frens out there,im pokai d..elaine tham,i said wana go out v u..i thk nex week la cos i dun1 stay home c those ppl's face..but no more eating pls..nex week go icon,icon gona close..thgs r cheap!!=p *nowadays i like aunty chuchin,keep looking for cheap stuffs..hehe*

---worry's list---
need to get a small room or share room by end of july...if i dun get it,any1 will willing to let me squeeze v her in her room?elaine said i oni can squeeze few days,then she gona *shhuuu* me ady..how poor??any room for rent,pls contact me asap!!going to b homeless d...sad sad sad! ): ):

i look like cartoon today?

2007-07-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

dis morning after woke up feel dat my eye so pain,so i decided to wear my spec to work today..felt so so lazy to make up..so i went to work without make up x(i reli reli lazy..i walk down to my hdp,at down stair there,my shoe duno wat happen,suddenly break out..nb!!no idea i nit to buy a scandal at cheers mart there..i ord try my best to get the nicest n prettiest 1..but seem failed..the 1 i bought still ugly..v the ugly scandal n my lausy working pant *reli not match*,i go n tk mrt then..i keep felt dat ppl star at me from station yishun to dhorby ghaut..so paiseh!!summore very sleepy..nbwtf!
when i reached dome,so happy c duty manager was billy n wanting oso morning..akekeke billy c me then say "today u look like cartoon la..akekeke"nb..laugh like hell man!whole morning keep saying "adelynn,wear the hat nicely..like cartoon.." "today wear spec like harry potter.."lol lol!!wah reli kenot tahan..keep counting every minute wana go home..wana go change!!today reli suay suay suay!!x(

dis morning not much customers,all of us oso so so sleepy n wana fall sleep..then the crazy billy is too free keep said sumthg stupid to me :

billy:i can c he seem like u..
lynn:eh pls la..not my type ok..u dun too free keep talk crap..
billy:weh reli ler!he havent marry then u can get a husband here..
lynn:LOL not necessary wana marry wat..
billy:cha bo studies so much for wat?at last oso gona get husband..
lynn:ya meh?lol
billy:keep complaint staffs here short..1 tall tall man..y?shorty dunno hw to make love izzit?
lynn:.....

nbwtf!!wana vomit when talk to billy...sot sot 1..like to yellow'ing around..

eh billy bird,pls la..i dun like those fair fair ,pek si pek si like vampire 1..black black dark dark 1 more man..but i dun mean u..u dun perasan ok!!akekeke
today i ate alotz too..walao!!kenot break the rules la..dis few days everyday oso hang out v friends..go eat eat eat!!die..fat die..
ytd went to Vivocity v wanting..im so sua ku 1st time go there..when u came out from vivo's building,u can c the cable car of sentosa..wahhh!!nice!!can u imagine u having meal ur partner inside the cable car?then the cable car moving..u can c whole scene of sentosa...wow!!marvelous!!aiih..who gona go cable dinner v me ark?sad... ):

"good life"

2007-07-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

billy alwiz said im "good life"..mean "haoming" in mandarin..very good hor his translation skill..keke but no doubt,when aunty annie r there,i reli haoming..hehe i meet aunty annie when i start work at dome..she is fierce when teaching us to cook..she used to scold us..but then v can learn faster n more efficient..but i like dis cute aunty so muchiies!!she teach n guide me alotz when i 1st come to spore...when i can b multi-tasker,especially kitchen stuffs,all teached by her..for sure,i kena scold alotz oso..hehe but im sure any1 whoever work v aunty annie b4 oso ever kena scold la..haha
i keep on diet all the time..hehe but dis 2 weeks is more jiat lat..cos duno y dun feel to eat..aunty alwiz remind me dun get gastric..cos b4 dat i ever had bad gastric there..yesterday aunty bought nyonya dumpling for me!!wah so nice man!!then when she go lunch she again share the "kiam hu fried rice" v me..eat til i so so full..summore got fruit as dessert..haha late noon then she make grapefruit juice for me n sheh li..she said very good 4 health 1..fresh fresh fresh!!afternoon when aunty tay cum,she bought me yam cake..she ever bought 4 us b4,n i like it so much cos very nice..sticky sticky 1..heehe billy c i keep eating on dat day,get jealous i thk..keep said "u ar,reli good life 1 lo.."..haha dun jealous billy boy!
then yesterday reli "good life n lucky",for the below is wana show off to elaine tham 1..hehe
got 1 angmo customer cum v his parents,the angmo is tall..not handsome and can say dat he is the leong'est among angmo,but hor very man n friendly..smile so nice!!i do floor for most of the time,oni peak hour *lunch time*,i oni go in kitchen..i take order for the angmo,he sit at table 5..hehe then keep said tq tq tq to me..his parents oso..reli frenly n nice!ask my opninion for their lunch...wah!!reli crazy of the angmo!!smile so nice ler!!billy keep said "dun hiao v angmo.." eh leh!i said the old man is frenly,billy said "i oso old man,y u never say i frenly?" lol wtf!!hehe but dis manager is funny n kind enuf...good good!!=p
im good life good life..ahahaha so hapee..aunty like mama..treat all of us oso berry berry good...

all about yesterday..

2007-07-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

last nite i plan to blog abt me n wanting hang out's stuffs..nbwtf!sumthg spoiled my mood:-s so dun write it..nw my mood get better..as usual,try to be as good as well..
yesterday wanting come to dome wait for me cos i promise to accompany her to shop after work..yesterday also new asst manager 1st day at dome..wat i said all bingo!!hehe as personal,as a fren,he is funny n just nice..but as a manager..huh!wait n c..dun1 2 say anythg here cos alotz of ppl hide n read my blog actually..hehe alotz of spy too...haaha..
back to shop::me n wt went to marina square..1st time go there ler..wat a nice place..near esplanade*duno hw2spell:-S*,where the "ah kua" lion belongs..cec told me "ah kua" lion r around there..but i havent meet lion yet..:-s wt bring me to tk dinner at a food court located at top of the marina square there..from there u can view the scene of "durian" esplanade..uhuhu!!wind blow..alotz of couple there:-s nice to hug i thk..cos i c them keep hugging...nb!and then andy meet up wt there..wt said wana bring me to the "beach" around esplanade..but i jz dun1 2bcum 100watt philip keep sparkling,flashing n shinning there..hehe so i bye bye her after shop n had dinner v her..she then pak toh v andy after dat..
thankeww!i had finished my story...

still not feel good..

2007-07-04T13:46:00.000+08:00

after cried out,feel like so sleepy..i alwiz like dis since young..off9 very earlier n go to bed..dao gao to God b4 bed..i hope HE will hear me..i tot i will feel better after wake up from sleep..i noe i nit to stay cool n calm to arrange my thgs n wat is my next step after dis..i try to..but i seem so so sleepy n lazy to wake up..after woke up,felt like lazy bugs hide inside my body..not feel like eat..jz sit there n sit there..think n think..huh!!sumtimes reli will jealous n envy abit bit on my frens..y they r so different from me..i mean their studies,their life...so jealous when c they enjoy their studies life v frens..duo zi duo cai..this is wat i never taste it..campus life..hang out..travel around..hv fun together..well,while they enjoy dis,im busy working working n working like hell..i duno wat is "enjoy life"..i keep tell myself,i suffer now,life get tough n hard when i passed all this,i will gain more mature n i will hv time for my own thgs part..nw i reli no time for my personal stuffs..duno wat to do in my next step..im so so lonely to stay alone here..when u nit sum1 to hug u tide,to share ur probs,a shoulder to lean on,u will not get it..there is oni a pillow,mayb,for u to hug tide n warming up ur heart..
want to start to do my stuffs,hope can hang out v cec later..cos dun1 2 c those shitist face tonite..i rather cum home late after they r sleep nor c them..hw pity i m nit 2 hide here n there..huh!!but thk positive,i may proud of it,u jealous on me,mean i got sumthg for u to do so,n sumthg better than u!!hey shit'ist,u will deserve v wat u did today!!wait n c...
feel like to shout to those shit..arrrggghhhhhh!!!!!still not feel good...
elaine said i nv noe got such a person treat me so good,n i dun appreciate it,keep on thinking of de busukist..arh!i never wonder it..til last nite..he reli care for me..he reli will stay there to cheers u up..but i dun hv such a feeling towards him..elaine,he still keep on comfort me til dis morning,til now..other than tq to him,still tq..no more than dat,i think so..
think positive,mayb busukist no tag me here,while he hide&read it here,but he will pray for me there?ya..maybe..maybe..

i think of give up already....

2007-07-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

time like now,i will think why all dis happen after my 20 yrs old birthday?izzit i only deserve for dis short 20 years happy hours?last year i celebrated my 20 yrs old birthday with very very happy mood cos received schorlarship to join a student exchange programme to further study at USA for 1 yr...after 1 month i enjoy the happiness,my papa suddenly passed away..so feng ci cos of i wana go home asap,i take flight to go bec..1st time got chance to take flight..feng ci rite?after papa passed away,mami's situation was terrible bad...i suddenly need to take care of my whole family...my mami n my siblings...my burden n commitment get much more..but i noe is a muz for me to do dat..1 is my only mami n other was my oni sister&brother...my trip to USA hv been cancel=((damn damn sad n down..i duno hw 2 face myself on that time..i cried i cried..reli sad!i lost the oni chance for me to further my study to oversea...after mami situation getting better,i break off with the 1 dat i hv b v him about 2 yrs+++..huh!hurted..reli hurted..again thk of mami n siblings,try to not to sad cos of dat..keep told myself,that is ntg ..ntg..cos when papa r still alive,he even told me "mami only 1,no replacement,bf can find again,anytime.."pa,reli miss u alotz!!

after all dis,i decided to come over singapore to work..so far from home..homesicked when 1st come here..almost every nite oso i cries...miss home&miss papa...~~>_<~~ reli miss !!try to stand bec after break off v him,try to oni concerntred on my job..everyday counting,hope can reach june asap,so can go home hv a short break!so gd when spent the few days v mami them during june break..brought kong kong n popo them along..v go shop n eat..hold popo n kong kong tide..hug them tide...popo said i still like baby like to manja manja v them..im so glad they so sayang me...who noe wat will happen tmr?after 1 week i came bec from hometown to spore,popo suddenly get stroke=((nit 2 operate ,but % to recover r so little..n the operation r dangerous til can grab her life..dr said mayb she cant tahan such a big operation..now when i call home,she can oni shout n cries on phone..the feeling is damn damn bad n down when i heard her voice thru phone..nw my roomate turn to cari pasal!!oh GOD!wat shud i do?i try my best to b tough n strong..or else i wun stand n survive til today...i reli suffer enuff...fedup..tired ..think like go to hell...go to die...

dis kind of timing,will think of d busukist..he doing well in dis few days?

i reli nit a shoulder to lean on... ~~>_<~~

taurus girl did all dis again!!

2007-07-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

nbwtf!!!!dis 2 days heart beat fast when walk near home..seem like somethg gona happen..elaine tham keep said dun mi xing abt those zodiac stuffs..c la dis proved again!b4 i move in i ord told u my working hour n b4 the new u move in i oso told the same thgs..but y dis happen again??arrhhh!!wat cum spore better get malaysian frens,singapore ppls not good la..but c dis?hw u treat me,ur same kampung ppl-malaysian?jz cos of im not work inFACTORY like ur's???cos i not listen to u???hey come on!!1 is 29 yrs old,another 1 is 23 yrs old,u 2 hv much more she hui experienced than me..dun thk dat im quiet then easy to b bully by u!!pls b mature la ok?if u gona jealous or wateva shit,pls go away!!n si tan u la,wana do those small small action behind!!gian bf go get 1..no wonder ppl said those nv pak toh in such a age alwiz act weird!!nb!!u thk no1 will noe,will c wat u did rite??i tell u ,GOD noe it,GOD c it!!!u will deserve dis 1 day..n tq!!cos i learn another lesson from u..who else wana say cum spore work muz get malaysian frens then can hv "hou jiu yeng"??who ???i dun mean all the malaysian ppl r bad..jz among malaysian n malaysian,they ez to jealous btw each other..stupid rite?if wana show u r better or hao lian around,prove it,show it!!dun hide behind n do those stupid action...n pls not all the singaporean r bad n lansi..sum of them r good n nice..like wat i met since i b here..at least they nv do dis to me..nbnbnbnb!!!!>_<

Urgently need a room !!

2007-07-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

im looking for a new place to move to by end of July..around yishun,angmokio,toa payoh or as long as there is straight mrt to dhorby ghaut or cityhall...if u guys got any kang tao pls tell me asap!!tq!!!

what can i do?

2007-07-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

tonight received call from mami..they said popo kena stroke ady=(now cant even talk or walk..keep crying everyday..im sad sad sad!!mood spoiled..down down down!!think of what i did dis few days...mami asked me whether wana talk to popo..i heard popo shouted n cried on the phone...she cant even talk to me anymore..i cried out!!i reli cried out!!why dis will happen on me again?papa jz left me few months ago..i remember last 3 weeks when i went home,i still bring her out to shop n dinner v me...i even accompany her to doctor ..that time,she still ok..altho is abit weak but at least she still can walk n talk to me..after 1 week i came back to singapore,she suddenly become like dis..i reli cant accept dis..i reli cant=((i keep asking why?why?what can i do rite now?i scared of lost again..i reli scared..pls...i pray to God,hope HE dont take away popo from me..let her spent some more time with me..what can i do rite now?what shud i do other than pray for her?=((
~~>_<~~

憋着眼泪,别让它留出来..

2007-07-02T03:01:00.000+08:00

很努力的去尝试,
很用心的去告诉我自己,
我不会流泪,
我不会因为你这不疼惜我的人而流泪..
我用尽全力憋着..憋着...

-keep telling myself,don't ever fall a tear for him,who never appreciate and never sayang u...-
come on,i can make it...i try very best to make it....

~~>_<~~
i need a shoulder to lean on..

知足

2007-07-02T02:57:00.000+08:00

我是否应该为此而感到知足?
幸福是一种心灵上的满足..
哪怕你只拥有那一刻,
那让你回味,
让你感动的幸福感,
永远在回忆里游荡...

==木静悦==
3:00a.m blue~

regret?bravoo?

2007-07-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

shud b regret or clap for my brave to tell him dis?
im sure tonite im not terburu-buru to tell out dis..im sure i can differentiate wat is emotion and wat is feeling..i duno whether dis is right or wrong,but at least i feel better after dat..seem like left a burden out of my shoulder..honestly the feeling not good after said it out,but i noe if i continue acting,and u continue like dis,i will b more suffer and sick of it...and wat i told u tonite was so sincere n truly from my heart..as i said dis may sound weird,but alwiz remember dat i dun demand or ask for anythg..i oso dun mean to grab u from any1..i jz want u 2 noe dat there is sum1 else to care for u here..v r mature enuf,both of us r adult..v noe hw 2 face it and handle it..ntg to b shy..i wun feel ashamed to continue to talk to u after dis..ntg to b ashamed..i thk u too..shud b open minded..by then i felt dat u r selfish and blur too..but wat i wana tell u is,there 永远没有两全其美的事,你有所得,必有所失...
at last i duno wat shud i say..i jz wana tell u dat i might not b the sweet candy to cure ur pain,but im alwiz here to care for u..

--i promised to myself i wun repeat dis to u or any1 else..dis is the 1st time and the last time too..--

love ya!

i will try to left dis..left dis..kick of u on my mind..throw away the feeling..by the way jz treat u as a friend..i will try reli try..try my best too..God bless~nice to meet ya!ya alwiz my busukist..i hide u inside..keep it deep inside..frozen it..and never take it out again..i will byebye busukist soon..bye bye..

say good bye to ah boy...

2007-07-02T01:23:00.000+08:00

ah boy going to byebye "coffee tie" very soon..dis Tuesday will b his last day duty at dome bras basah..he is going to be promote,become outlet manager at new branch,dome dempsey..congratulations!!and man gonna be his asst..congratulation to man too!
ah boy a.k.a zhiping..when i 1st noe him was 2 days b4 i start work,he fetch me up at hq with his 1325..keke when the asst om told me "zhiping",i guess was a lady..hehe til i c him,i oni noe he is a guy..his 1st impression to me is,he is cool,fierce,lansi and abit "beng"..hehe dat time i even told my fren dat my asst manager very lansi..i remember dat day he fetch me from hq to dome bb..after i get in his car,i said hi to him,he din look at me,jz replied "hi"..then his 1s question to me is "wat u do at company dr there?",that time i reli felt dat dis guy r reli stupid,ask stupid q..go for dr sure is for check up la..he then ask me where i stay,i ans "hougang",then he said "walao hougang ar?then later nit 2 send u bec?"..i reli thk dat dis guy very irritating..i jz ans "no nit,i will tk mrt.."..haha dis is hw i met him at 1st day..
after dat noe him much more,can noe dat he is a very responsible person..summore very "jie pi" 1..he is strict but sumtimes he is funny too..no doubt he is a good manager!
today i asked him:"ah boy,tues u last day ar?"
ah boy:"yala..dun1 cum here la..kek si..v can meet on msn la.."
c la..hw funny he r..hehe ah boy,v r gona miss u ler..but u so boh sim 1,u sure wun miss us..i tell u when i c or cook amatriciana linguine,i will thk of u..ahahah ur fav ama ling!!kekeke

remember last few days,elaine dis kay poh go n ask ah boy whether new asst manager for dome bb is entao..ah boy point at me then say :"ask adelynn la,she noe him.."
then the stupid elaine reli cum n kaypoh v me..keep asking abt the new asst manager..
and all of u out there,stop asking me hw d asst manager look like..cos my opinion n my view on him might b diff from u guys,mayb he is not entao for me cos for sure he is not as entao as my sumbody...akeke but wat i can say is in personal,he is a funny guy..so guys try to find out hw ur new asst manager look like on dis tuesday..he will b at dome bb on dis tuesday...

last but not least **sound like write formal letter..ekeke**,again congratulation to ah boy n man!good luck to u guys..and welcome Eric Tan to dome bb..*Clap clap clap*

tonight,billy told me "adelynn,after dis v might work as a happy family....^,^"

一个人生活

2007-07-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱你怎么会是这个结果
叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
感觉如果要走谁能说no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

--我也希望我可以一个人生活,1 2 3开跑!--
正在找回原来的我...

terburu-burunya aku...

2007-07-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

last nite,the mood suddenly turn down,then i "shouted at" u in msging..huhu!!after shouted out,i felt much more better,i greet good nite then i go sleep..i really sleep..i thk dis is wat call "mind lose control",dat's y i oni dare to do dat on u!!aahahaha..but,don u thk dis is gd oso?seldom hv chance for me to be honest ,to tell out my mind..n oh ya!i did it yesterday nite..bravooo!!=p n nw im worried&nervous again..i dun c u on9 tonite..normally i used to c u here around dis hour..mayb u r tired?or u r busy?arrhhhgg!!watever la..u last word for me by this noon "whatever"..it does mean everything rite?tq..im learning to b tough..to be more tough and tough..

~LL,so sorry,shouted at u last nite..

*kick off busukist from my heart..*

-nonsense'ing ...1:32am Yishun st72-

im mature enough to handle everything?

2007-06-30T13:10:00.000+08:00

chat v yii last nite..arhh!!so miss my frens at penang..miss my jimuiss alotss!!b4 dis,everytime i facing any probs,they will alwiz b there..even the coolest hwan oso will cheers me up,of cos she used to scold me..*her style*..yii sent me a mv,she said "i bet u will cry after watch it.."..unfortunately,i dun cry out..mayb im stupid and i cant get wat does it mean..but i noe it is touch..akhirnya,yii asked me wat happen...ahaha shud b glad of ashame?when ur jimui ask u,then u nit 2explain y u did sumthg stupid like wat i did by nw?be honest,i dun tell her all *dun get angry har..*..jz feel dat it is hard 4me 2 tell u like dis..when i c u face to face,it is more hard 4me to tell..but dun wori,as u said im mature enough to handle everything..i noe what shud i do n wat i shouldn't do..i will try my best to kick off the stupid bug on my mind..take off the heart replacement..back to reality..and dun ever try to fall in love v attached guy..about my feeling rite nw,i jz can say dat..it's complicated...i wish to hv it by then i noe i cant make it..in the same time i will "sayang" if wana throw it away...it is hard and tough..or just continue acting,let stupid bug keep on 繁殖in my heart...
arrrhhhh!!dun feel like wana go work today...eh sai bo?

it is tough to pass by..=((

2007-06-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

i dunno how do u think about us,i cant read ur mind about anything..u r weird sometimes..im jz a fling?or u r too lonely,u used to get sum1 2talk and u found out dat im good to talk to?in the same time,u still remember u hv sum1 v u,u dare not to step in..actually u sked u will accidentally step in too..right?
i jz act!!ACT!!im not dat tough actually..u noe it is hard n tough for me??..when i wrote in my blog,stupid me wish u will read it..hope u get noe it..but when i c u,i still nit 2 act stupid,act dunno,act ntg happen to talk to u as usual..i dare not to ask anythg abt u ,abt her,i sked u get angry,i sked u avoid n dun talk to me anymore,have u ever c a stupid such as me b4?idiot rite?
i can tell u i nv get angry with wat ever u said..is never!!no point to angry,me dis idiot thk dat it is glad enuff to talk to u..mayb u just flirting around..or u hide n read my blog,then laugh at me behind..huh!!watever...jz feel dat wana shout it out tonite!!!!u get me, mr. LL????ben dan!!!!!

--i keep remind myself,u r attached--

i hate myself for hv feeling towards u....

it's can be improve ,right?

2007-06-29T11:14:00.000+08:00

had a nice talk with u tonite..ya,as u said dis might consider as the 2nd time v "on phone"..(i alwiz hope there will b 3 4 5 6 time to talk to!=p)i dun demands for anythg,i noe i cant make it too..so pls dun alwiz end up ur words with "dun take it serious v wat i said..",jz hope u try not to..and dun wori,i wun angry or so stupid suicide at singapore..for wat i do dat?if u like to be v sum1 doesnt mean dat u wana go suicide cos of him..i alwiz noe if i dun sayang myself,how u gona sayang me rite?=p like the singing?i noe it's might be not so nice..cos i reli nervous la..i summore close down d window,cos i kan cheong..seem like u star at me there..stupid hor?:")u dun alwiz angry angry like lil boy la..then lau kai 1 ppl tam u..sumtimes duno hw 2 tam u..cos duno shud treat u in which way?haizz..complicated feeling...i keep remind myself i cant do dat...i dun1 2 fall n get hurt..or i shud jz anggap u r flirting v me?then i will feel better..or keep on my dreaming?anyway,western foods still here =p dis is alwiz reserve for u 1..no doubt!wun b food poisoning..dun wori =p not me dun1 2 try 2 talk2u..i jz duno wat 2 talk..i wori dat u dun like those topic then u angry again..so i diam diam sumtimes..pls dun avoid from dat probs anymore..i may not mean anythg to u,but i oso dream of those impossible thgs will happen on me 1day..take care !gd nitez~ xoxo...

hang out!uniquely singapore=p

2007-06-29T02:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to chinatown sing K v vian&cecilia..wahh!!so cheap!1 person abt $9++,sing from 5pm to 9pm tim..then summore can get free singing hour voucher for 10 hours!!dai ler!!after that v go eat tang yuan there..very nice ler!summore cheap $1.50 only..ahahaha

today went out v elaine..went to bugis..hehe wonder there really nice..the re-builds old style building reli beautiful..but no feeling la walk v elaine tham at such a romantic place=p she no doubt about it too...haha v stock some make up equipment..hehe girls out there,remember grab anythg u 1 b4 1july,b4 gst increase to 7%...gst increase,pokai la!!!

Im the lucky 1..

2007-06-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

no doubt,i can say that im the lucky 1 when come to friendship..i have alotz of friends that v noe more than 10 years(since primary sch),and now v r still very very close n stay in touch so often..v r LS,dat's y i alwiz said they r my LS jimuiss..
when i was in sec sch,i oso get noe lots of frens,but mostly was malay frens(cos malay sch),chinese frens i get noe there was so little,n those still keep in touch is the most close v me during sec sch..dat is Lun&keyi..

**next time when i gather and arrange all i will intro 1 by 1 to u ok?**

i do met alotz of diff ppl during working at press..reporters,datuk,yb,yab bla bla..
i do met sum bad n nonsense ppl also..but i muz thanks the nonsense here,cos of she v get closer n closer btw frens..especially me,aisun&kelly..thanks you nonsense "KI"..!!

and now im here,i met many many nice&friendly ppl too..like those i alwiz mention..hehe =p and im so lucky when im facing probs,they r nv b kiamsiap to cheers me,to comfort me,to scold me(oni elaine do dis=P),to help me...

ya,im not good in blogging,decoration of my blog oso,they help me alotz..hehe..like put my fav song..cbox...hehe those wat template n paste,html make me crazy!!

im really really lucky when come to friendship..wanna know more why i said this?haha i will tell u next time...

get ready to post some pictures here..=p

~coming soon~

hahaha..this is damn funny!!!

2007-06-28T03:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha..i only wonder that elaine are so so funny!!her writing will make u laugh,the way she talking also damn stupid..dat's y i like to call her sei yeh,sui yeh,sui poh..haha she also alwiz greet me with those bad bad words...
tonight suppose to be a bit down n sad,i do some chit chat with her and Chin,suddenly we mention about "some1"..i only wonder that both of them dislike the "some1" so muchies!elaine summore rate him as "bad material boyfriend"..pity lerk!=p

in btw our chit chat session,elaine told me this:
"if u like to accept "some1" 1day,i will slap u,and i will gorge out your eyeballs!"

**wowow!!!suddenly so scary ler..=((** im innocent la ok??

then i laughed and answer:
"pls la this is impossible for me to like "some1"..if i really like "some1",u pls da xing (slap until i wake up) me.."

she replied:
"i will da si (slap die) u,not only da xing u..."

hahahaha!!c la how funny is my xiuleng ji..dis is what she wrote to "some1"

~work until so heck care heck care,
wah lao then start family also dont care dont care!
so now no wonder work there ppl treat him also dont care dont care...~

hahahahahaha!!!

but my dear xiulengji,u noe dis is impossible for me 1 rite?my heart dun hv any space for 'some1",i already gave my heart to another 1..but im so touched,u care for me,so muchies..i will hold your hand tight and don't let me die inside..the "another 1",will u get know my heart?

Does I ever make you smile?

2007-06-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

had a talk with SK few days ago..
he told me that his new motorbike had broke out in the early morning on that day,he is so sad and the mood spoiled..then the first person he think of was his girlfriend,immedietly he call his girl and talk,he said he felt so glad n relax after that..wow!the power of love really strong...

then he suddenly said :
"if you see i look angry and bad mood when come to work,u better stay away and don't ever try to come near me..or else i will fuck u jiat lat jiak lat..."

then i :
"har?"

he continued with :
"but hor,if i come work i see you or Vian,if im in bad mood,i oso will turn to good,won't angry,because you n Vian are FUNNY laa...hehe"

OMG!im really not feel good when he said im funny,i keep asking is it i look funny?in other way i feel glad too...really glad...

because,i never wonder that i would bring happiness to people around and make them to turn anger to smile.... =)

thanks SK....{{{the seven dwaft}}} =p

does i ever make u smile?

Arrhh!!Orchard again tonight =P

2007-06-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

just came back from orchard with yui n chuchin..haha i only wonder that not necessary u wanna shop only will b nice to b at orchard..if u just walk around,bitching around,take picture around..it's very enjoy too!!i started to get in the happening Singapore's life with my friends here..

if u r here to walk with me,walk on the most happening street,i think it would be great!!

-thanks all my friends...

2007-06-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

especially thanks all my friends that accompany me,cheers me up,comfort me and still havent give up on me..thanks alotz!!especially my only friends here,Vian,Cecilia,Elaine and chuchin..i do appreciate all you guys did for me..a single msg,single call from u..thanks!

and my jimui over malaysia:
~cinli...thanks you so much!i promise will take good care of myself here...as u said im not easy to give up one ma rite?im iron lady =p hope to see ya soon..
~yii...thanks for every support u gv me..

not forget my old mate from sinchew xueji:
~yee ting..thanks you!!hope to chat with you again..
~tee kwan a.k.a zhi quan..very thanks you!if not u r in spore,i think i sure will stressed out n getting crazy cos cant find any1 2 express my feeling..thanks for "rent" me your ears and call me at the many many single night...

my xueji best pals:
~Szu Yee and Lee San..i really really appreciate all you gave me and all you 2 did for me..especially Szu..thanks for support and allowed me to do those stupid things on that morning..i promise i will explain it to you later=)love ya!

tomorrow will be a better day..before other people to sayang u,u must sayang u urself=)) rite?
muackss!!

-耳听你的歌,手写我故事-

2007-06-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

今天我们好像有一些communication break down,不知怎么了,感觉怪怪的..
我发觉还是以沉默的方式沟通会比较好,至少路路续续有东西谈,你陪我至凌晨..
你怎么啦?今晚好像很累很不开心的..
现在的我听着你部落的歌,写我部落的故事=)
我不知道你是否看得到,你是否还会来这里update关于我的近况,可不是你说想make it fair,知道多一点关于我的,所以也可以说,这部落的成立是为了让你对我更了解..
刚刚你简讯我说你累了,不想上线,那你早点睡吧!
7个你给我的音讯回复,我收起来了=)
我不敢奢望些什么,维持现在这简单的友谊,我已经很满足了!
记得,要学会快乐~
晚安~

...lynnDeLee...

婆婆,加油!

2007-06-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

今早收到来电告知我婆婆进院了...
姑姑说她尝试联络我却联络不到... =(
婆婆因心脏阻塞,必须动手术..
自从去年爸爸离开以后,婆婆跟妈妈一样,情绪都很不稳定,尤其是婆婆,身体一项来不好,一想起爸爸或听/看到关于爸爸的东西,就会马上触景生情,在那哭泣.. =(
从小都是婆婆照顾我,直到6岁才随爸爸妈妈一起搬出去市区..跟婆婆感情特别好,婆婆也特别疼我..叔叔常说我是被宠坏的家伙..只要公公婆婆有在,没人可以打我骂我..想起小时候的自己,我真的很幸福!=)
有点自责,为什么婆婆进院3天了,我今天才知道?而想想过去这几天我的所作所为,真的很不知所谓!
爸爸离开以后我就一直remind我自己,我一定不可以再忽略我的家人,尤其是公公婆婆,还有妈妈..以前忽略爸爸妈妈太多了,所以爸爸的离开是我永远的遗憾=(
爸,你已化为天使,你一定要保佑婆婆快点好起来..
请为婆婆祷告,希望上帝眷属她,早日康复..
想到失去爸爸那种不好受的滋味,很害怕身边我深爱的人再次离开我...
dear God,pls bless popo,hope she will recover from that soon...
婆婆,加油!我爱你~

...想对你说...

2007-06-24T03:24:00.000+08:00

想写,想说,想告诉你的冲动...
今晚,你很乖,很早就睡了..知道你很累,所以也不想打扰你:)
u said,my heart might not gonna be in you till forever because i do follow my heart to doing something..i just can say that u never know me,u don't understand what i mean by follow my heart and I'm not given chance to tight up mine with yours...
what i can say is,many things can happen,timing are never be important..such a feeling towards..
i keep read back those you sent me,from my view,i think you are lack of confident on this,you scared of get hurt too..you wish i can still treat you like best friend,like we do b4,you hope i can get a better one right?i promise i will treat u like a best pals like b4..promise to you and promise to God..

i always know you are belong's to her...

keep my "art work",first time making this kind of things..capture with my friend's phone..hope you will like it..and hope i have chance to handle the real one to you one day..so,i keep it for you first... :P

~no matter how things turn terrible bad...
always remember that im here for you to cheers you up..

this is a promise...
unbreakable by distance...
unchangeable by time.....

just want you to be happy all the time=)

-friend for life,
...Adelynn_deLee...

-振作的心-

2007-06-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

回想这一星期以来发生的点点滴滴,觉得自己好无知,无聊得像个白痴>_<
常言感觉对了就好!可是,那又怎样?可以决定些什么?
我想我应该好好整理自己的心情, 1 2 3 从新再出发=)
chuchin,我可不要成为emo,Elmo还好!比较可爱=p
wanting,下个礼拜我们去church..ok?
反复听着最爱的圣歌-奇异恩典(Amazing Grace)..抒发出这几天以来心里的不适,感动得想哭=(这一丝丝的温暖,是我一直以来找寻的心灵寄托!
only God,HE know my pain...God bless!!
which not belong's to me,never belong's to me..i believe that HE will arrange another better one for me...

爱是包容,不一定要拥有..

2007-06-23T02:36:00.000+08:00

今晚到家已经是12:30左右,冲凉,洗衣以后,上网时间大概是1:10am.*很快,对吧?*
我也很佩服咪咪摸摸的自己可以那么快搞定,怎样?厉害吧..
我才很清楚的知道,那股推动我的力量真大!我这人,就这么盲目..我这么总知道自己会end up with hurt以后,还要一脚踩下去?
今晚跟你聊完以后,我深深的感受到,爱是包容,不一定要拥有..我珍惜你!是上帝再次让我们相遇..薄薄的情谊..诚心祈祷,希望你真的快乐=)
你会相信吗?
我就是这样,i said i miss mean i reli miss,i cip cos i reli wana cip..

-peanut_delee-

这么表现,对吗?

2007-06-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

冲动?
i dun think about it ady..let it be since the words from she..ya..i shud b understanding..God bless u then..im nobody..only u r meant to him...
it is not easy for a moody person like me...

sincere & true...
--adeline_delee--

-Just follow my heart...

2007-06-22T11:58:00.001+08:00

altho dis might sound so stupid,but i still will follow my heart for anythg..im moody person..im stupid believe on such eternity love dis kind of thg..get hurted then stand up again for next..im moody til i can like sum1 for no reason,no timng call,no why...dis is me..dis is hw stupid i m..i easy to fall in actually..i try not to..i pray to God..teeny weeny bit like u..wish to call u darl,but im not able to..im stupida..im not good in dis kind of games..im lame when come to love..

--stupida adelynndelee-

-反省-

2007-06-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

回想,这几天我都怎么了?我在干嘛?
从家里回来新加坡以后,我怎么都那么upset,觉得自己纳不入了..怎么办?
其实,都知道自己的问题所在,只是自己怎么去面对?
我常remind我自己,别勉强没可能的事情,别想太多,根本没可能的话,那只是空想象..
这几天真的要谢谢vian&elaine&cecilia..如果没有你们,我真的会死到很难看:P

-Vian-:
i can't control myself although i keep told myself this is just a game between..I'm so thankful u willing to share those with me=)after this i will make sure myself not to fall in it..i know you guys will be there to pull me out right?..don't say no..i only have you guys with me here..again,thanks master vian!muackss!!

-Elaine a.k.a xiulengji-:
thanks for advised me,comfort me up..thanks for your understanding towards the problems I'm facing right now..you totally know how do i feel..thanks for make me laugh with your stupid words..thanks for accompany me for the many many lonely night..
sui yeh,love you har!!

-Cecilia a.k.a xiuwaiji:-
this xiuwaiji,you will forget your sadness if you see her..she will smile to you..really look sweet&nice..thanks for accompany me to shop,talk to me,every time you know that I'm down..but no supper at Orchard anymore k?=p

this is my close friends at Singapore..especially Cec & E..glad to know all of you..and other buddies and *ngam key kaki* from dome..

这一刻,我全明白...

2007-06-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

...........she said,she found the person *she love* deep in her heart..he said,he will love her forever,they will forever..she is his only love..........

was went to bed on 5am this morning..woke up at 10am..i thought i will sleep til 12pm *aheemm* don't know why don't feel sleepy..szu wake me up with sms me..i admitted that i did something stupid this morning..i really don't understand me,myself..i don't know why i will act like that..i know it won't bring any benefits to me..so,how is it right now?ya,I'm satisfied after read it,by way i don't feel good too..jealousy?Oh no!!I'm just stupid!!does it's worth?why?because of me,my stupidness,again ask me to follow my heart..i wonder there is many can happened in short period..whatever wanna happen,timing is not important..especially when those come to heart..fate..
I'm lamer when come to this..in fact,i don't ever can touch it..or else,i will feel hurted for no reason..
again,i follow my heart..i read out my mind..

-忆童年 1~

2007-06-22T04:23:00.000+08:00

好想念小时候的自己。。。
那种被呵护，被疼惜的感觉。。
傻傻的自己。。。
好想做回小时候的自己。。。
小时候朴素，
心灵尚未被污染的纯真自己，
平平淡淡的生活，
看到的，
皆是美好人生的一面。。
悠闲的乡人，
那真诚的一面。。

抉择

2007-06-22T04:22:00.001+08:00

如果可以选择，
我希望我是一株生命力坚强的小草，
望雨露为我滋润，
春风伴我起舞。。。
逍遥自在，
无忧无虑，
潇潇洒洒地走我这一生。。。。

有感而发~

2007-06-22T04:21:00.000+08:00

想了好久，我还是提笔了吧。。。
写了好多好多，我也忘了确实的数字是多少。。
写了，忘了，
忘了，又写，
究竟为了什么？
可能，它会成为我回忆的一部分吧。。
潦倒的生活，究竟也是为了什么？
封闭的自己，终于揭开了。。。
但，我得到的又是什么？
人生无常，短短的那几十年，
我也荒废了好几年。。。
活着究竟为了什么？
没有目标，算是人生吗？
没有目标的人生，毫无意义。。。
我有如迷似的熬羊，
迷失了回家的路。。。
没有方向的人生，
跌跌撞撞，
我，成长了吗？

why lee?

2007-06-22T04:01:00.000+08:00

很多时候,很多新朋友都会问我是不是姓李,今天我跟新同事在网聊时她问起我姓什么,我还是一样叫她猜猜看,她也猜我姓李,到底是怎么回事?nahh!!我的email是 adelynn_delee,其实delee就是"the lee"的简写..对李姓有特别情节是以前读书的时候喜欢一个很有才华的团体其中一位成员叫-Lee HanTzi..hehe 以前对这团体是疯狂喜欢的那种!可以为了看这团体的表演而逃课,疯狂程度叫人发指!那年少无知的时候他简直是我的白马王子!=) 所以每当人家问我是否姓李的时候,我就会回答他,"if i marry Lee later,then im Lee..=Pkeke*"
切记,我姓王,暂时还不姓李,看将来我是否会再次遇见李白马,then i can proudly,surely answer you,yes im The Lee..

-突发奇想-blue~

2007-06-22T03:48:00.000+08:00

今晚不知怎么了,跟朋友聊着聊着,一个个跟着会周公去了,我呢,还在着想着想着..很多问号浮现..我觉得我这笨蛋真的太情绪化了!什么都跟着感觉走..可能走到尽头是绝路,自己还是控制不了自己,愿意的把头撞墙去..everything follow my heart..
like tonight,before this i ever own a blog,then me dis *lazy bug*,seldom updated,all my writing i just keep in my laptop,why tonight i will suddenly think of wanna blogging?i don't know..again i just follow my heart..and now my "baby blog" born to this world..keke*
我就是这样!想怎样就怎样..想爱就会想要去争取..可是什么时候开始我变得懦弱了?我还是原来的我吗?